There is nothing better than when she makes that face. When the whole world seems to be falling apart or actively seeking to destroy me I find solace in that one moment between two people. I am a seemingly well adjusted, successful, well off member of society on the outside. You would walk past me 100 times and never know what goes on in my head. I will expose some of that here. Maybe more over time as I adjust and feel more comfortable. Know that sometimes that huge rock you see that looks like it could hold up the world is crumbling within only holding together because it is afraid to fall apart. Please message me.